Rabu, 30 November 2011

BFF

Hmmm akhirnya lulus juga!!!!!!!! walaupun tanpa Acid & Lota.. :(
Tapi perjuangan belum berakhir.. ini adalah awal my betis! :p
Gut luck my best friends. Maybe we'll have a longdistance relationship.. 
but I know, u'll remember me as well as I remember u all the time.
We've had special moments..
We've grown up together and supporting each other 
and now we're a big girl that will never cry for a stupid thing and we'll be a greatest woman/man in this world! Love u all..
Nothing is sweeter than the togetherness we share..
Kalian yg tau tentang gw, dan kalian yg ngebuat gw bangkit lagi.. :') Thank u so much XOXO

A-E OF FRIEND

Accepts u as u are
Believes in u
Calls u just to say "Hi"
Doesn't give up on u
Envisions the whole of u

Kamis, 24 November 2011

Alektorophobia

Alektorophobia adalah takut terhadap ayam!!
Kayanya phobia terhadap ayam ini ga wajar ya, tapi ini juga ga dibuat-buat..
Sebenarnya gw ga gitu inget gimana awalnya bisa takut sama ayam. haha
Tapi ada pengalaman jelek waktu gw kecil. Rumah gw dulu di gang kecil, jadi masi banyak yang pelihara ayam.. Waktu itu gw disuru nyokap pergi ke warung buat beli sarapan.. yang punya warung kebetulan melihara ayam.. Ayamnya banyak x__X.. Ada induk sama anak-anaknya. Gw ga gangguin mereka! tapi abis itu gw dikejer-kejer sama mereka dan betis gw dipatok sama induknya T__T 
Mungkin dari situ awalnya kenapa gw kalo ketemu ayam deg-degan banget dan parno. Horor gitu kayanya ayam tuh.. hiiiiiiiiiiiiiii
Bahkan gara-gara phobia yang memalukan ini, gw suka jadi sasaran dijailin orang terdekat :( Pernah dikurung sekamar sama ayam! Bakal gw inget seumur hidup ya, gw pernah dijailin sama ade gw & sepupu gw di Medan.. Hufh 
Begitu juga sahabat-sahabat yg tau kalo gw takut ayam, mereka ngasi nama panggilan buat gw AYAM.. -______________-" haha
But it doesn't matter as long as they don't give me a chicken!! Lol

Berikut ini sedikit info mengenai Alektorophobia yang gw ambil dari http://www.anxietyatoz.com/phobias/alektorophobia.htm :) 

Alektorophobia is an excessive and abnormal fear of chickens or other feathered creatures or of flying animals or birds. Alektorophobia may also include eggs and live or dead chickens. A few reasons include fears of being pecked, swooped upon, and because they roost above eye level or that they eat food from the ground or manure piles which apparently may contaminate the bird.
Such fears usually involve relative closeness to live chickens, but usually don¹t include cooked chickens. Alektorophobia is thinking/talking about chickens, moving mobile chickens, cartoon chickens, pictures of chickens, dead chickens and any thing to do with chickens.
Some rationale for this fear might be a general fear of birds being coordinated to attack or perhaps by chicken's daily habits - eating worms and pooping in their own nest.
Interestingly, sufferers of alektorophobia often believe that chickens are far from benign: they usually feel chickens are conspiratorial and aggressive, and often appear to always have an eye on you when you are around them.
Most sufferers are surprised to learn that they not alone in this surprisingly common, although often unspoken, phobia. Alektorophobia is an intense fear of something that poses little or no actual danger . While adults with alektorophobia realize that these fears are irrational, they often find that facing, or even thinking about facing, the feared situation brings on a panic attack or severe anxiety.

Cause of Alektorophobia:

Like all other anxiety and phobias, Alektorophobi is created by the unconscious mind as a protective mechanism. Alektorophobi develops at some point in your past, where there was likely an event linking insanity or becoming insane and emotional trauma.
Attaching emotions to situations is one of the primary ways that humans learn. Sometimes we just get the wiring wrong. But so long as the negative association is powerful enough, the unconscious mind thinks persistently. Whilst the original catalyst may have been a real-life trauma of some kind, the condition can also be triggered by myriad, benign events like movies or perhaps seeing someone else facing/ experience trauma.
The actual phobia manifests itself in different ways. Some sufferers experience it almost all the time, others just in response to direct stimuli. Everyone has their own unique formula for when and how to feel bad.

Symptoms of Alektorophobia:

Your fear of chickens can result in the following symptoms:
  • Breathlessness.
  • Feelings of dread.
  • Dizziness.
  • Excessive sweating.
  • Nausea.
  • Dry mouth.
  • Feeling sick.
  • Shaking.
  • Rapid breathing.
  • Heart palpitations.
  • Irregular heartbeat.
  • Inability to speak or think clearly.
  • Fear of dying.
  • Becoming mad.
  • Losing control.
  • Sensation of detachment from reality.
  • Anxiety attack.

I know it's not gonna be easy..

Kelihatannya sih sulit..
tapi kalau dipikir-pikir, sebenernya dibalik kesusahan itu ada maksud Tuhan yang tanpa kita sadari itu sangat berguna untuk masa depan.
Jalani semua dengan sepenuh hati & terus mengandalkan Tuhan, maka akan mendapatkan hasil yang terbaik..
Waktu Tuhan kita ga pernah tau,
tapi yang pasti Dia ga pernah terlambat,
ga pernah terlalu cepat, &
waktunya Tuhan selalu yang terbaik!
Pahami keinginanNya & turuti kehendakNya.